Authentic action
A journey of reclaiming my energy body on all levels and working towards becoming a sovereign soul where my pure node is the only thing within my spherical personal space.
The last six months I have focused more on authentic action and you can hear me talk about this also in the latest episode of the Sovereign Soul Series but this journey started in 2003 when I began working with the Self Healing Handbook. The handbook introduced me to the concept of ‘interactive self healing’ in which we use a ‘statement of intent’ to invite our highest self/node as well as guides and give them permission to move our body in any way they see beneficial to speed up and intensify the release of blockages in the physical and energetic bodies.
Intuitively guided action
I was doing this interactive self healing for many hours per week for several years in my homes, out in nature and wherever I had the chance to be private when I needed to release something stuck in my system. I became used to the idea that my body could be controlled by external beings/frequencies and many of the ‘blockages’ I released were external beings/frequencies/implants/technology in other dimensions that had attached to me and/or I to them.
I learned how I could consciously allow certain frequencies to flow through my body which is also called ‘channeling’ and I also did that with music, art, voice and writing. In the beginning I was not able to hold my space so well so sometimes beings/frequencies took over my body without my choice/knowledge and at times I identified with what flowed through me and held on to them to help me in life. It is not uncommon that non-incarnate beings/frequencies are attracted to the physical reality and look for humans/hosts that they can live through.
I also used my physical body for communication with beings in other dimensions. With the help of a teacher we set up a system for me to get yes/no answers through my body moving forward for ‘yes’ and backwards for ‘no’ in a standing position. That was a bit bulky for quick Q&A so the system I used the most was my head moving side to side for ‘no’ and a nod for ‘yes’. It was not hard to get it working because I had already learned to surrender control over body parts but it was harder to figure out who gave the answers and it often seemed like beings were falling over themselves to get to communicate with me so I eventually abandoned that system and started using my inner senses to experience them directly one by one as energy bodies.
Another part of the intuitive guided actions is visions that inspire us to action. Our higher self can communicate with us through our imagination and guide us forward. It can be projects that we can create on earth or it can be guidance to meet specific people that will be able to help us move to the next level and often a combination of both. Where the confusion often comes in is if we should use force and willpower to move towards the visions we see or if we should stay neutral and allow things to fall into place - go with the flow.
Rationally guided action
Let’s also look at the most common type of action-taking-strategy on the planet today. The rational mind creates maps from previous experiences and it uses these maps to guide us into the future. I have found what I call a lower and higher rational mind and that they are very different.
The lower rational mind has fixed maps of ourselves and the world that do not change. It assumes that the creation is linear and what has happened in the past will happen again in the future. The maps guide us away from what it considers painful, bad and negative towards what it considers safe and familiar. These are created in negative events.
The higher rational mind is working with the intuitive mind and creates more flexible maps of ourselves and the world that constantly change and adapt to new data. These maps are very helpful and work as a backup or a unifier of visions to move us towards events in alignment with our higher self.
Native actions
When I learned to silence my mind and easily drop into a deep state of neutrality I began to uncover actions ‘native’ to my body. I developed my own type of yoga/taichi where I would just allow my body to move by itself for an hour or two each day. Rather than listening to any teacher - or even my own rational or intuitive guidance - I found that the body itself had a yearning to move itself and I got the feeling that it was trying to heal itself similarly like when we get a cut or an accident, the body starts to heal itself in the most effective way it can.
When we open our inner senses we are automatically drawn to certain types of food, like an organism that sucks in what it needs from the environment. The energy body in concert with the physical body stretches for what it needs to become stronger and healthier. Similar to a tree, our body and our whole system is automatically moving towards the best version of itself when we let it.
I have categorized the native actions into nurturing and fearful. Some native actions, when we allow them to play out, have this nurturing character similar to animals. Those actions soothe, comfort and massage myself so I feel good and become stronger. Other actions are irate, repetitive and forceful like they were imprinted into the body during difficult times. When we allow them to play out, similar to a computer program, they eventually calm down and I can get visions of the context they were originally created in.
When I have allowed these actions to play out and heal, my body has opened up like layers of an onion. Deeper and deeper layers of ingrained movement patterns have emerged and random movement patterns that I had since childhood have been set free from their irate loop patterns and transformed into loving, soft and flowing movements instead. My current conclusion is that any repetitive movements that our body does comes from negative imprinting/programming in this life or other lives of our node or the ancestry of our body avatar.
Singularity walks
The last months I have taken walks in the public space and in nature where I do not have any other goal than to experience the present moment in and around me. Like a moving hologram that constantly produces new environments, situations and people that my body interacts with. After having done this in my own private space for years it felt like I was ready to face the world as my node. It was difficult at first to allow my soft native actions to play out as my reflexes of “fitting in” to the environment were still strong.
In these walks I came to understand the many layers of inner guidance that we can use to navigate the world. It seems as if I was going through a course, organized by my node, to follow different types of inner guidance for limited periods to understand how they send signals to me and to become aware of their strengths and weaknesses.
In one period I followed visions, I was shown images in my imagination of places that I then used willpower to move towards. In another period I allowed my physical body to guide me, my awareness took the backseat and the body took actions by itself. In another period I was pulled in directions and pulled to sit down in certain places - this might sound similar to the body moving by itself but this was more like an external energy gently pulling me to do something every time I become neutral. Another period was focused on eyesight and when looking around for possibilities a certain path would seem more luminous than others.
The two big categories that emerged from this research was the direct and indirect inner guidance. The indirect guidance is based in the head, in the rational and intuitive minds. This decision process is when we pick one path/behavior over another path/behavior and move the body with willpower. The direct guidance is when we center ourselves in the present moment and patiently wait for guidance to show us the path/behavior step by step.
Decentralized consciousness
So it takes surrender to be guided from within by the different variations of inner guidance but if we take that one step further and surrender also the mechanism that decides which type of guidance we should be listening to we end up in a decentralized situation where all types of guidance has equal value. Similarly with our senses, when we surrender the choice which inner or outer sense we should use at any particular time the senses become decentralized.
When we do not have an agenda, no linear goals to fulfill, we are neutral and open to all possibilities. We have no preference on how we should do things but we just trust in the flow, in our potential and in the universe. We know that our node is pure genius and that it has created everything within and around us. We know that the experience we have at any point in time is perfect for the evolution of our node.
This is when we experience ourselves as decentralized consciousness. We do not micromanage the different parts of ourselves but allow them to do their job. They then feel stronger because we trust them and they vibrate highly and set out to be the best version of themselves. We then use our discernment, our ability to know what is right in neutrality, to feel what actions to take, what parts of ourselves to listen to at any particular time without a hierarchy of command.
When we trust all parts of ourselves to be their true essence and do their job as cells in a body we also start treating other people in a similar way. We get so used to trusting nodes to be their best self that we cant see anything else. Everyone is always doing the best they can with the information that they have. The evolution of consciousness everywhere all the time.
If this sounds interesting to you and you want to start peeling off the layers of your onion to discover your authentic actions you can join the Momentum Meditations or book individual sessions.
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